I hate

that I grow bored of everything so quickly, espcially people. All I ever want is change. This whole thing with you has kind of ticked me off a little bit but I wont ever mention it to you. I feel like I put in so much effort and you just kind of shrug it off and that everything is almost like a competition with you. I'm sick of always being second best, I've never felt anything but. wah wah wah