and everything that it included. It was filled with drunken nights, best friends, adventures, loads of new people, fun at school, partys and everything I wanted. I had everything and i took it for granted. At the time I didn't realise how good I had it, until now when i look back and realise how much i actually miss it. 2008 was probably one of the best years of my life. This year is horrible I've basically lost all my best friends and feel so lonely and if anyone gets remotely close I end up pushing them away. I am a mess and right now i feel like im beyond repair. I'm never happy with the ways things are no matter how good something is.I dont feel like i can trust anyone and i dont feel like anyone knows the meaning of respect. Everyone has turned bitter, including myself.
I feel like I'm falling deeper and deeper into this mess i have created and now I can't find my way out.
I am so lost.
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