That I am nothing more then a confused being who feels as though they are trapped underneath the skin of someone else, someone far from who they really are.
There are things I need and many things I want. I am always longing for something and I never really know what that is, whether it is money or affection or maybe even just to part from everyone and give independence a try. This longing feels like it will be sticking around for a while, maybe even until my time is up. All I seem to think about is wrong doings and while thinking about this there is a voice in the back of my mind telling me that this isn't who I am and the things I am doing are things I would not have contemplated two years ago. All I seem to hold on to is regret and lose and I never seem to focus on the good that has happened. It worries me that I am so negative and I'm worried that peoples influences on me are part of the reason I'm finding it so hard to find out who I really am.
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